Getting Right With The Big "P"

You yearn to be filled... here's why:

There is a primordial desire within feminine consciousness (Shakti) to be seeded with truth.

To be entered into. Filled with light. Obliterated by masculine consciousness (Shiva).

(There’s a reason the French call an o r g a s m le petit mort—"the little death.")

"The feminine cycle is life–death–life." Gillian Pothier

On a metaphysical level, she yearns for the death blow—to be ravished (definition: to be carried off from earth to heaven).

On the carnal and physical level, she can experience this through being filled by HIM.

From our root, to our throat, to our crown… in the right dynamic, the physical transcends into the spiritual, and we experience a momentary state of union with God.

We experience heaven on earth.

But when we are impenetrable to masculine consciousness, we are cut off from God/Source.

You might think you are receptive to masculine consciousness, but if you...

Insist on always being right.

Insist on always being in control.

Hold onto resentment toward an ex-partner or current partner.

Over-function and people please because you don’t trust men.

Hold contempt for men (they’re stupid, useless, etc.).

You are still running codes of separation. 🥀

Being resistant, resentful, blocked, or barricaded against the masculine—whether in men, in divine consciousness, or in yourself—cuts you off from the exact thing you are actually yearning for (this often manifests as avoidant/ anxious relationships, attracting partners who are flaccid, and/ or womb related health conditions).

If you want to surrender, let go, receive your desires, and be seeded by masculine consciousness, and God, you've got to get right with the big P:

P E N E T R A T I O N

I have found this to be one of the most potent, alchemical, activating, and medicinal words for feminine healing.

The term penetration means "the act of entering or reaching that sacred space."

Its root comes from the Latin penitus (within, inmost) and penus (innermost part of a temple).

Penetration = entering the inner most part of a temple.

Penetrating (adj.) = touching the feelings intensely. Quick to discover truth.

In sacred union, penetration becomes an act of divine connection—where the masculine, embodying presence, consciousness, and structure, meets the feminine, the vessel of creation, intuition, and flow.

When this union is aligned, it is harmonious, transformative, and elevating.

One of the most profound initiations the feminine undergoes is allowing herself to be fully penetrated by God’s will.

This requires the death of the ego (over and over and over), the surrender of personal control, and the willingness to align with divine order.

But words cannot take you there. This newsletter cannot take you there.

Only embodiment, faith and energetics can.

Only through sacred surrender can we experience heaven on earth.

"Your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven."

This is the essence of true divine union—the alignment of your being with God’s will.

And God's will for you,

is perfect happiness.

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